Gosh seeing my youngest gay brother makes me realize how long I was been far with my family. The last time I saw him that was on his age of 7 or 8 if I’m not mistaken. And his hair style is still a boy cut was so surprised and can’t even recognize him now with his long hair and flirty look. Just miss them a lot more to see him growing this pass. Now he is on his 19th it give me a guilt feeling of not coming back home but at the same time I am also happy of the sacrifice I made which financially help my family a lot. For me their daily survival is more important I know I missed up a lot of time but knowing that they are ok cover all those holes of my memories and pain. I guess I just simply love them a lot.
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